ahhh..struggling again.
i'm pretending that i'm a boy,
keep on showing that im boyish.
yet,cant refuse that i still like people care about me,
listen to my stories.
even my dad said i walk like a boy.
=.=''..
i dont know why,
seem like everything in the past start to appear in my mind again.
im afraid!
i keep remind myself not to think again,
not to step close to LOVE again.
get rid of it.
yean teng,you swear..
you will keep telling yourself that,
you can live on your own,
dont have to depend on anyone else.
everything you have now,its enough.
cheer.thats you.
you have to keep on smiling.
dont let anyone affect your mood easily.
you still have friends around you.
ya,i do..have friends around me.
who can give me the right feeling?
just a few.
and they might not always free and always available for me.
i'm not a kid!
*knock knock.
wake up!!!!*slap!
wanna be independent? then find the room yourself ba!! you'll never know if you never try.. dont give yourself excuses no time and everything, make time!! ok?!!
ReplyDeletei finding.but cannot find one suitable.need parking for my car.need cheap room that can accomodate two ppl in one room.=.=''..hehe.i dint say i got no time la,if not i wont be keep online lo.
ReplyDeletewateva you think its right, do it all yours effort~
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