i moved to Carmila,
today is the fifth day..
=D.
i manage to drive properly and calm.
from the flat to Segi,to Sunway Giza.....
lols,nobody dare to sit inside my car.
seriously,the way i drive is so dangerous.
mwhaha..
thats why,my car got scratched.
T.T.
haha,swt swt...
just for a few days,im close with those guards at my flat.
i just have to wave and smile with them,
i dont need pass in order to go in.=D...
lols.although i already bought the pass.
life is fun over there,had supper with christine at mamak late in the night.
share and gossip.until both of us fall aslp..its was 2'clock in the morning.
=D.
everything is fine over there,just a little bit warm and bored.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
I really got no idea...
i finally know,
being the head for planning an activity,
or a research,
the one who gona lead the others..
is not easy.
i took over the job to find room nearby SEGi,
i found one room with just RM260,
however,my going-to-be roommate is not satisfied with the room,
i described what i saw on the last friday.
from her expression,
i knew she's not happy with that.
i shouldn't pay deposite before she have a look with the room right??
i thought i had considered everything she wants..
cheap,
no agreement..
i dint find room on my own,
i actually ask my dad to help me for that,
he called his friends and ask about room..
he take some free time to have a look for the room,
he came all the way to damansara,
he wasted almost 4 hrs time,
he should be working by that working.
today,
i described about the room with christine,
from her expression,i knew that she's not satisfied with that.
the room wasn't very bad actually,
quite big,but not big enough to put one cupboard,one bed,one study table,one book rack...thats only one ppl's stuff.
ahhhhh..free parking slot.
near to Giant and carrefour,
near to Sunway Giza.
no need sign any agreement,
one month living coast not more than 300.
haih...
i dont know why.
i dont know why....
nevermind,
this friday will ask her go and have a look with the room first.
haih....
being the head for planning an activity,
or a research,
the one who gona lead the others..
is not easy.
i took over the job to find room nearby SEGi,
i found one room with just RM260,
however,my going-to-be roommate is not satisfied with the room,
i described what i saw on the last friday.
from her expression,
i knew she's not happy with that.
i shouldn't pay deposite before she have a look with the room right??
i thought i had considered everything she wants..
cheap,
no agreement..
i dint find room on my own,
i actually ask my dad to help me for that,
he called his friends and ask about room..
he take some free time to have a look for the room,
he came all the way to damansara,
he wasted almost 4 hrs time,
he should be working by that working.
today,
i described about the room with christine,
from her expression,i knew that she's not satisfied with that.
the room wasn't very bad actually,
quite big,but not big enough to put one cupboard,one bed,one study table,one book rack...thats only one ppl's stuff.
ahhhhh..free parking slot.
near to Giant and carrefour,
near to Sunway Giza.
no need sign any agreement,
one month living coast not more than 300.
haih...
i dont know why.
i dont know why....
nevermind,
this friday will ask her go and have a look with the room first.
haih....
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Psychology test
found this super accurate pyschology test,
that's me.
Your Existing Situation
"Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities."
Your Stress Sources
"Has high standards and wants to make friends with those who have equally high standards; however, she has been unsuccessful in building these types of relationships. she is feeling under appreciated and her self-esteem is damaged because of it. she is uncomfortable with the situation and wishes to escape, but refuses to make compromises or lower her standards. Puts off resolving her problems because she afraid of the conflicts it may cause. In order to feel secure, she needs to feel appreciated by others so they will do what she asks of them and respect her opinions"
Your Restrained Characteristics
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation."Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult.""Although she is able to find contentment through sexual activity, she feels hopeless to change her problems and difficulties and continues to make the best of what she has.""Struggles to make her demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if she doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace.""Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
Your Desired Objective
Very active imagination and may be prone to fantasies and daydreaming. Always dreaming of interesting and exciting things to happen to her. Is a charmer and wants to be admired for that.
Your Actual Problem
"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Feeling unimportant in this current situation, and is looking for different conditions where she will be able to better prove her worth and importance."
to try out on your own,
click here
that's me.
Your Existing Situation
"Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities."
Your Stress Sources
"Has high standards and wants to make friends with those who have equally high standards; however, she has been unsuccessful in building these types of relationships. she is feeling under appreciated and her self-esteem is damaged because of it. she is uncomfortable with the situation and wishes to escape, but refuses to make compromises or lower her standards. Puts off resolving her problems because she afraid of the conflicts it may cause. In order to feel secure, she needs to feel appreciated by others so they will do what she asks of them and respect her opinions"
Your Restrained Characteristics
Current events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation."Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult.""Although she is able to find contentment through sexual activity, she feels hopeless to change her problems and difficulties and continues to make the best of what she has.""Struggles to make her demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if she doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace.""Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
Your Desired Objective
Very active imagination and may be prone to fantasies and daydreaming. Always dreaming of interesting and exciting things to happen to her. Is a charmer and wants to be admired for that.
Your Actual Problem
"Feeling tension and stress brought on by situations which are out of her control, leaves her feeling helpless, anxious, and in adequate. In order to build her self-esteem back up, she looks to others for recognition, respect, and encouragement. This can be a problem since she tends to blame others for her shortcomings. Searching for solutions that are geared toward her needs and self-consciousness."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Feeling unimportant in this current situation, and is looking for different conditions where she will be able to better prove her worth and importance."
to try out on your own,
click here
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
part of my life
"Dont try to bully Ms.A...She's very nice lecturer"
nobody likes her.
She's a mad lecturer i ever met.
everybody is waiting for a chance to complain about her.
today,
Su Li,Jia Le,and me went Giant..
we ate J.co donut,and we played basketball at arcade.
haha,as what Su Li said,i've never hang out with friends at supermarket.
ngeks.=D.but we still have fun.
Elson,
we are getting closer.
wont be any improvement on our relationship,
because now is not the time yet.
=D.need time to recover.
need time to prove that im deserve to be loved.
need time to assure me whether my feeling is right or not.
ahhh.put more afford on study la,ishhh.
=O="..think so much for what?
which is the next restaurant i will be visiting?nice food!
nobody likes her.
She's a mad lecturer i ever met.
everybody is waiting for a chance to complain about her.
today,
Su Li,Jia Le,and me went Giant..
we ate J.co donut,and we played basketball at arcade.
haha,as what Su Li said,i've never hang out with friends at supermarket.
ngeks.=D.but we still have fun.
Elson,
we are getting closer.
wont be any improvement on our relationship,
because now is not the time yet.
=D.need time to recover.
need time to prove that im deserve to be loved.
need time to assure me whether my feeling is right or not.
ahhh.put more afford on study la,ishhh.
=O="..think so much for what?
which is the next restaurant i will be visiting?nice food!
Monday, October 4, 2010
miserable day.
"dont try to abuse me!"
OMG.
im mad with what she said to me.
abuse?
im just asking a question which a student might want to know.
am i abusing her?
GOSH.
(sei fei poh.....!!!!!)
today,
actually planned to go for badminton with friends.
but..
the court is full with chairs,and i wonder how can we switch on the aircond..
so,we changed our plan.
we went to gym,Su Li and I..the most sporting one.
tried with the running track machine.
(i dont know what's the name for that machine actually.)..
after running for 10 mins,
we left gym room.
=.=''
probably i sweat and stay in air-cond room,
i got flu now..
and probably because i got sinus.
if i sneeze too many times,
i get flu easily..
O.O..whatever la,conclusion is,im having flu now..
and i know its hard to recover if i dint take drugs for nose sensitive.
pills again!!...........
OMG.
im mad with what she said to me.
abuse?
im just asking a question which a student might want to know.
am i abusing her?
GOSH.
(sei fei poh.....!!!!!)
today,
actually planned to go for badminton with friends.
but..
the court is full with chairs,and i wonder how can we switch on the aircond..
so,we changed our plan.
we went to gym,Su Li and I..the most sporting one.
tried with the running track machine.
(i dont know what's the name for that machine actually.)..
after running for 10 mins,
we left gym room.
=.=''
probably i sweat and stay in air-cond room,
i got flu now..
and probably because i got sinus.
if i sneeze too many times,
i get flu easily..
O.O..whatever la,conclusion is,im having flu now..
and i know its hard to recover if i dint take drugs for nose sensitive.
pills again!!...........
Friday, October 1, 2010
Another outing with classmate
today morning,
i finally know why Leonard said that our lecturer,Ms Audrey is very.....
GOSHH..
i finally know why!!!
She screamed!
She sing lady gaga's song while she is teaching.
She dont allow student to go washroom after she gave us a short break,
"Hey,i just gave you a break,why you want go now?"
=.=''...
my god...
What it is an acid?because it is an acid!!!!!
thats what i learned in two hours lectures.
My friends and I cant stop "sweating"..
She's really a weird lecturer.!
after that,we actually planned to play badminton.
but it doesn't goes on as what we planned.
we ended up watching movie at 1utama.
we watched Legend of the Fist.
Very nice,pity and violent.
i cried!omg...
closed my ears most of the time..
haha...
so tired!=D
but i like it.i can sleep soundly..
without thinking things that bothering me these days.
i finally know why Leonard said that our lecturer,Ms Audrey is very.....
GOSHH..
i finally know why!!!
She screamed!
She sing lady gaga's song while she is teaching.
She dont allow student to go washroom after she gave us a short break,
"Hey,i just gave you a break,why you want go now?"
=.=''...
my god...
What it is an acid?because it is an acid!!!!!
thats what i learned in two hours lectures.
My friends and I cant stop "sweating"..
She's really a weird lecturer.!
after that,we actually planned to play badminton.
but it doesn't goes on as what we planned.
we ended up watching movie at 1utama.
we watched Legend of the Fist.
Very nice,pity and violent.
i cried!omg...
closed my ears most of the time..
haha...
so tired!=D
but i like it.i can sleep soundly..
without thinking things that bothering me these days.
I'm pretending.
ahhh..struggling again.
i'm pretending that i'm a boy,
keep on showing that im boyish.
yet,cant refuse that i still like people care about me,
listen to my stories.
even my dad said i walk like a boy.
=.=''..
i dont know why,
seem like everything in the past start to appear in my mind again.
im afraid!
i keep remind myself not to think again,
not to step close to LOVE again.
get rid of it.
yean teng,you swear..
you will keep telling yourself that,
you can live on your own,
dont have to depend on anyone else.
everything you have now,its enough.
cheer.thats you.
you have to keep on smiling.
dont let anyone affect your mood easily.
you still have friends around you.
ya,i do..have friends around me.
who can give me the right feeling?
just a few.
and they might not always free and always available for me.
i'm not a kid!
*knock knock.
wake up!!!!*slap!
i'm pretending that i'm a boy,
keep on showing that im boyish.
yet,cant refuse that i still like people care about me,
listen to my stories.
even my dad said i walk like a boy.
=.=''..
i dont know why,
seem like everything in the past start to appear in my mind again.
im afraid!
i keep remind myself not to think again,
not to step close to LOVE again.
get rid of it.
yean teng,you swear..
you will keep telling yourself that,
you can live on your own,
dont have to depend on anyone else.
everything you have now,its enough.
cheer.thats you.
you have to keep on smiling.
dont let anyone affect your mood easily.
you still have friends around you.
ya,i do..have friends around me.
who can give me the right feeling?
just a few.
and they might not always free and always available for me.
i'm not a kid!
*knock knock.
wake up!!!!*slap!
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