Room room room.=.=''
how to find?so annoying.
feel like driving to school everyday.if i know how to drive.
want find room also hard!
aihs.who can help me?!??!??!!!?!

A wonderful date.

Nothing much happened in class today.
normal lecture,normal day dreaming..

Since class ended quite early today,
and Elson got class until 12.30 only..
so i planned to meet him up at pavilion to claim for my Snowflakes.
=D
is quite weird to hang out with a guy.only.
but nevermind la,
hang out with people whom i can really share things with,worth it.

i wait him at Pasar Seni until 1.45,
then we headed to SgWang.walked to pavilion.
both of us get wet because that time got heavy rain.
O.O.
*cold......
luckily,we arrived pavilion on the right time,
we get to watch Legend of the Guardians.3D!!!
i blame myself for have flat nose.
glasses keep on falling and i have to hold it with hands.
but i enjoyed the movie.
then,we went foodcourt for our lunch/dinner.
he bought a choco cream puff for me.
he knew that i love choco.!
(thats way he can be one of the people that i like to share my things with)
He even treat me Snowflakes.
we shared one bowl of peanut tou fu fa.
ahhh...
*dont so fast find girlfriend.=O=''

im happy,he is not shy at all..
to hang out with a girl.
THIS IS WHAT A FRIEND SHOULD BE.

another enjoyable day for me.

i surrender!
i dont have the skills,i dont know how to find infromation from forum.
guys,you have to take over the job to find for room to rent.

everyone asked me,
you and jia le,couple??
i will show this emotion /(=O=)"/
"Ha??!!!NO LA!"
how come everyone were asking this question?
do we look like couple?
haha....impossible.one thin like stick.one plump like meat ball.

today,
i suggested to have lunch somewhere else,probably sunway giza?
majorly chose to have lunch at McD,
so....yeah,15 of us.
we flood McD!
(they earn alot from us too.>O<)

after that,we went back Segi for Chemistry test.
how is it?
*laugh......
i just finished a-level few months ago,
yet...i cant really squeeze answer out from my brain.
seems like im getting older and older.
alamak!!!
how am i going to remember drugs' name?
Goshhh,where can i find external hard disk for human brain?

And i'm regret,
for suggesting my senior to be my english teacher.
=.=''...i never take such long time for just one short sentences.
backspacing..retype..there's still something wrong with the sentences.OMG!
free trainning.why not??

On friday,Jia le plan to book badminton court!!!
yes yes exercise.
who wants to join?

Lets introduce my senior to you all,
Leonard Tan Chang Yi,
he's the senior whom as siao as me.
"he swear alot..."
thats the description i get from seniors..
throughout the days,ehemmm..
he dint swear alot actually,probably because infront of a girl?
nevermind,time will show how's he actually.
Seriously,i do enjoy when chatting with him.
(thanks Ben for giving me that piece of yellow colour paper)

congratz yean teng!

i'm so happy today.
yean teng,you done a great job.
everything just smooth and wonderful today.
you started to mix well with your friends.
remember,
stay as who you are now,dont have to change yourself for people.
=D..you're just nice.

Gah,praising myself~
i did enjoy my day.
smiling and laughing.*thats the way i charge my energy bar.
now very energetic dy!!fuyohhhh.

im glad that i have senior who as siao as me!
enjoy my life in segi.but not enjoy studying yet.
oh my gosh.
have to go study,tomorrow got test!
*pray pray.

i'm lost.Who i am?

im facing a big big problem now.
the problem is,i dont know what's my problem.
need find someone to knock my head.
assure me that is ok for me to stay like who i am now.
=.=''
i found that i cant get along with people well now.
i dont know why.....
the way i talk?
my personality???
aaahhh..i dont know..
i scare i scare...

i dont like people hate me,
i want to get along well with my new friends too,
but..there are some weird feelings in my heart.
need help need help.

and i feel that im different from most of my classmates.
they all look so slim and small size.
i look huge when i stand in between them.
ahhh..i just feel that my personality is different from them.
wuuuuuu..

slowly la yean teng.
you will use to it,you will catch the beat.
knock knock.nobody hate you la...
REALLY???????

Tomorrow will be my great day!

Today papa and mama purposely accompany me to SEGi,
to help me settle my school fees.
they still sick,yet....because im their children.

i wonder,do I look weird with my hairstyle?
or something wrong with me.
i wonder what kind of eyesight they actually mean.
You look ugly?
You look weird?
You look so childish?
Your hair colour look so old?
You dark circles is terrible?
You got huge eyebegs?

Wuu...
tomorrow no more yeanteng's stail.
no short pants.
no slippers.
=.=''
thats a hard mission for me.
365 days long pants?!
wuuuuuuuu....

today i met this new girl who going to study same course with me.
Her name,Joey.
Counsellor said that she is a smart student oh..
O=O!
so fast got enemy dy?
haha.nvm...
i will do my best in my studies...
try my best to get into top 5!!!

i got smart gor gors.
being their sis,cannot be so lousy too.
*gambateh fei mui zai!!

bad news.mummy was suspected that having denggi too.
T.T

Start to stand on my own feet

I resigned on 16th.
i received a present from Elson.
D.I.Y pop up card and fragrance bear to hang on back mirror in my car.
Green angpau from Kak too.

There is a promoter at the next door likes me.
but,one of the malay staff help me by shouting that i coupled with Elson.
=O=...thats not true,its just a lie to keep that promoter away from me,
because he annoyed me,keep on peep-ing me...
Thank god,i can enjoy my last working day.

the next day,i went Times square.
first mission,help my ex-shop take Audit Roll from Times Square BG outlet.
second mission,cut my frindge to cover up my big face.
(i claim that my face bigger cause i smile alot,muscle grow on my face.)
i bought two clothes too....
then,i went back Jusco Maluri to pass them the Audit Roll.
Guess what,
i got more presents from them!!!!
i get one tin of fried popiah with kacang dal powder.
one backpack which original price is RM139.90.
one new T-shirt which cost RM69.90 before discount.
aaaaaa.....so happy.
ofcause,i still grabbed a chance to have lunch with Elson.

on 18th,
i took my last chance to meet up with BX.
i went to Taman Jaya,BX picked me up.
but i dint know he going back to school,
and im with my "yean teng stail"..short pants and tshirt.
for sure kena block lo...
BX gave up his last volleyball training,
then we went to mamak to fill up our tummy...

after that,BX drop his car at his mum's school.
so scary,i need to withstand the guard's scary eyesight again..
"SHE IS STARING AT MY LEG!"
haha.
we took monorail to Sungei Wang.
i accompany BX go Lowyat buy hp.
have alot of funny and happy time with BX.

oh ya,daddy got denggi and he stayin in hospital now.
at home,i have to cook for my siblings.
because mummy having fever too because she's exhausted.

tommorrow,
Darren is leaving KL,he is off to Russia.
both gor leaving KL dy lu.
nobody will always available for me when im emo.
is hard for use to gather in msn and boom-ing each other dy.
i will miss Darren's choco for sure.
i will miss BX touching my head when he laughing at me for my silly-ness.
i will miss Darren calling himself gor when chatting with me.
i will miss BX argue with me.
aihs..
daddy sick already,mummy also fall sick.
i need to cook and clean up the house.
wednesday i will face a new environment.
im going to start fighting in studies again.

*take a breath
YEAN TENG!!!!!JIA YOU!

im awake.

yesterday night,
im mad again,just because Bx got typo in the msg he replied me.
today,
BX ask how to go the place im working at,
i thought he just asking,maybe when he drop by,he can visit me.

Around 3,BX appear....
=.=''..suprised,yet i still feel like saying him stupid.
come all the way to visit me.
-touched-
i asked bx go walk around first,wait me break then have dinner together.

then,i talk to Elson.
telling him thats the one i mention with him.
Elson lecture me,
telling me many facts and he wake me up.
actually,i should blame myself..for causing problems.
i shouldn't involve in their relationship problem.
because being outsider,i can just only give my opinion.
and..im reminded that im over the border of brother-sister relationship.
over caring.over depend on BX.
Elson told me that..
if my bf had a very close god sis,will you be happy and not jealous?
if you know ur bf will also be there for his god sis when she is down,you wont angry?
if your bf's god sis come and talk with you,showing how much she understand ur bf than you,can you accept it?
And now,i understand..if im Bx's gf,i will mad like her too.
maybe,im the one who should make a step back.
maybe,im always wrong..thought that others will think the way i think.

gah,so from now on...
i wont mad with anyone.
especially my gor.
he suffered."sandwich" between me and her.
from now on,i will be a very understanding god sis for him.=D
sayang both my god brother much much!!!
/(^*^)/

New Starting

Start a new blog again.
not going to continue my previous blog,
because since i started a new life,
why not i dump everything in the past?

gah,no bf in this coming years.
but doesn't means that i cant adore any guys.
=D.
i adore my gors.and a friend who keep cheer me up.
not to mention the names,because..
they will know themselves are being highlighted in my adore list.
mwahaha!

my first Gor.
this guy is tall,and macho(for now gua)....
he bought me choco,the first time is on valentine's day 2009.
he wrote a letter for me,although i forget where i stuck.
he became my gor recently..(actually for a long time already)
and i never regret to have him as my gor,
he's learning how to comfort me when im in bad mood,
he's learning listen to me when im telling him story,
he is being a good listener to me.
good improvement.*thumb up!

my second Gor.
this guy thin like stick.
he always make me cried.
but he is gd in bringing me into good mood again.
he always comfort me in a soft voices.
but..too bad..we getting futher and apart.
=(.
haih.i dont know whats going on.

a friend.
primary friend who studying next door.
start to recognize him after working with him one week.
feel so good to have him accompany all these days when working.
=D
cheer me up when im down.
catch flies to make me smile.

i'm glad to have them.
guide my through the dark.
i will smile.

bacause i love my smiles..now!