im awake.

yesterday night,
im mad again,just because Bx got typo in the msg he replied me.
today,
BX ask how to go the place im working at,
i thought he just asking,maybe when he drop by,he can visit me.

Around 3,BX appear....
=.=''..suprised,yet i still feel like saying him stupid.
come all the way to visit me.
-touched-
i asked bx go walk around first,wait me break then have dinner together.

then,i talk to Elson.
telling him thats the one i mention with him.
Elson lecture me,
telling me many facts and he wake me up.
actually,i should blame myself..for causing problems.
i shouldn't involve in their relationship problem.
because being outsider,i can just only give my opinion.
and..im reminded that im over the border of brother-sister relationship.
over caring.over depend on BX.
Elson told me that..
if my bf had a very close god sis,will you be happy and not jealous?
if you know ur bf will also be there for his god sis when she is down,you wont angry?
if your bf's god sis come and talk with you,showing how much she understand ur bf than you,can you accept it?
And now,i understand..if im Bx's gf,i will mad like her too.
maybe,im the one who should make a step back.
maybe,im always wrong..thought that others will think the way i think.

gah,so from now on...
i wont mad with anyone.
especially my gor.
he suffered."sandwich" between me and her.
from now on,i will be a very understanding god sis for him.=D
sayang both my god brother much much!!!
/(^*^)/